You CAN feel better than you do now. How do I know? I used to feel like many of you feel now. I used to be tired all the time. I made excuses on why I didn't have time to
work out. I ate whatever I wanted and
continued to eat past the point of being satisfied. I used to feel overwhelmed about nutrition
and food choices. I used to feel guilty
about the food choices I was making. I
used to feel horrible after my meals. I
used to make some good choices and some really bad food choices. I was looking at food in a completely wrong
manner. I used to look to food to make
me happy when few other things in my life gave me the pleasure that food
did. I was on a downward spiral of
deteriorating health.
As I mentioned above, food used to be one of the only things
that made me happy. I will be the first
to admit that I was a food addict. My
life revolved around eating food in XXXL portions. At restaurants I used to order 2 entree items plus a salad or appetizer. Casie made me stop because she was embarrassed, but I would just make a sandwich before or after we went to 'fill me up'. The food I was eating was destroying me,
sapping me of the life I wanted and deserved. I felt ashamed and disappointed that I let myself go. I was eating moderately healthy, but I was eating a lot of nutrient poor foods in large quantities. For awhile there, I lost the will to
make a difference in my own life. I knew
what I was doing to myself was not only unhealthy, but was killing me.
Over time, I began to realize a number of things. I started to appreciate that even though I
exercised that I couldn't just eat anything and everything that I wanted. I realized that I was setting a horrible
example for my patients and my children.
I learned that I had to incorporate exercise AND healthy eating for my
body to respond the way I wanted it to.
I had to reverse many years of bad habits and doing things the way my
stubborn self wanted and thought I should do things. I did things my way for decades and I
realized that "my way" was taking me down the path of
self-destruction.
I needed to make
a change, a transformation. I had to
make a stand and commit to complete alteration in my thoughts and actions. I drew a line in the sand and told myself
that enough was enough. I was sick and
tired of being sick and tired. I
thought about what I needed to do, I committed to a dramatic change and put a
plan into action in a short period of time.
My approach was aggressive in that many things that I used to eat were
not just to be eaten in reduced portions or in moderation, rather a good
portion of my dietary menu needed to be eliminated. I elected to make changes that allowed food
to be my medicine and not my poison.
The food I eat now enables me to enjoy a lifetime
of happiness and health. I just had to
flip a switch in my brain to accept that what I was doing to myself was harm
and that I deserved better than that.
You deserve better, too.
Start today by accepting that you need to change. Create a plan and stick to it. Come back to this blog daily for motivation,
recipes and ideas of how to transform your life. If I can do it, anyone can.
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